dear miss litttle ika

2007-12-04T12:05:00.000+08:00

ive been thinking and so too.ive made up my mind.im gonna shut down this blog.
i guess it doesnt have the advantages for me.i prefer having the old sch diary where you can just fill it in whenever you want.it
will be much useful and easier.
i find myself being a bitch sometimes and i want to blog it out but i do care for people's perspective towards my post so its better if i kick my butt out of blogger.things will be much easier.and ive thought about me and my infatuations.

yes i saw shah & now things are coming back to me.i should just say im leaving.i cant do anyth more or less.youre helpless of yourself and i cant do anything so whats the use.youve been great when you were there for me.thankyou.and caleb?maybe because youre just there.and now the hols are here.i dont even think youre gonna contact me.i guess all you would do is get your butt out of your house jamming or smth.th most when youve got nth,then its me you find.khidhir too,youre just one selfish asshole i think you should just get out of my life.i dont need a person who ruins everyth that goes on in my life.im gonna be fine w/o you.

and thank you everyone who has been there for me rain or shine.and i would rather see bitchy people have boyfriends and stay happy than have a boyfriend who acts like a ghost and just make a fool of yourself.

and raz,if only you were in prss,it would be great huh?but youre going to greenview.in pasir ris manxzxzzxz.and no,maybe i wont fall for him anymore.cause he's the bestfriend.and yes,if your brother goes into my sch.i would "take good care of him"LOL.wtf laaaaaaaaa.

and cheers to all.
merry christmas.
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo,
nur'atikah bte shamsuddin
yours truly known as,
Ika.

2007-11-29T17:21:00.000+08:00

you hafta watch tis.its so kekek la.the old 212 and 360 parkour thinggy.
i wasnt in it mind you,i wasnt part of the clan at tht time.haaa.
and this reminded me of the usual hangout and how hafique once brought me there with dd and zali.hahaha.
i freaked out okay.sentiase la.its super last year.
AHAHAH,AMPAI SIOL.
that place brings 101 memories i cant forget laaaaa.
you all are the BOMB OKE.
imy super v v v v much.
this calls for reunion.
tu tme nak reunion abe datang me nana and raz.wahkao so muchfor reunion manxzxzx.
and teacher's day sorry cudnt make it.
i always thot ayid was like th best in parkouring.
andand i remembered last year me,dd,boboi(hafique) and farid went to help mrs lee and yeah i thot thaaaaaat day was super sweet.
at that time i was with hafique.
ahahahahahahahahahahhahaha,times.
CLAN,AKU MISS KORANG BANYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAK
♥

2007-11-28T21:58:00.000+08:00

okay since i got bored while waiting for azfryna to finish her dinner.
im here blogging.
so todayi practically just went out.
ate at hjh maimunah.oh yummmmmmm.
nd then went to queensway.
i was hoping to see shah the fact that i have not seen him for a whole year or so.
and I DID OKE!
ahhahahahahahah.
and i practically [put your own emotion]
but i didnt say a word.i got speechless.
nd now idk if breaking up would be good.
suckass kan.
and caleb is being th next shah.
appearing and dissapearing whenever he wants.
super annoying manxzxzxzxzx.
so basically a last week(isit?)
was just wild and i loved it.
went sentosa with the cousins.
and i sawwwwww cikgu dearest.
its beeen super long since i saw them la.
and idk what to give shalihin for his birthday which s like,tmr?
haaaaaais.
so then dayak,we must go out okay.
there.fullstop.

heres to you shah,
thanks for everything we went thru when it happened.
thanks for the memories i still keep deep down.
and also thanks for the blouse for valentine's.(heh even tho i dint like it,it was sweet of you)
and how you would merajuk when i dnt seem to layan you.
and i got so worried when you were sick to th extreme.
but things change right.
i guess i still do love you but im not sure if things can happen like it did before.
and farid maybe true.
babe you suck.
hais,so i guess i have to do whats best for my future.and maybe the only way is to leave you.
im sorry,i mean we are not all that honest in tis relationship anyway.
people keep on tellin me that youre out with this girl idk holding hands.
i know its best to trustyou but when the rumours tend to come from you own bestf.
its not a rumour anymore is it.
im just not ready to face all this on my own.
and ths is all ive got.
we are still gonna be the best of friends okay babe.

so i got new sch shoes oke!
hauhuahuahuahuahauhauahuaha.

2007-11-16T18:22:00.000+08:00

oh sweeet sweeeet people whom maybe have viewed my blog much,thanka aye.i will be on hiatus cause theres maybe too much on my head right now and gyeah things are gonna have to rest.this is just a break.like it is,i may be back.toolaraye people(:

2007-11-15T16:02:00.000+08:00

2007-11-14T22:55:00.001+08:00

AHHHHHHHHH.
AKU MISS DIE LAAAAAAAA(:
FAIZAH SHHHHHHHH!.

2007-11-13T13:41:00.000+08:00

FAIZAH ASKED ME TO UPDATE SOOOO,HERE,
UPDATE!(:

HAAWWWWWWWWWWWW(:

2007-11-13T13:08:00.000+08:00

HERE GOEEEEES.

Q: NAME A FRIEND WHO'S NAMES STARTS WITH A

ahhhhh,AMIRA?!:O

Q: 4TH PERSON ON YOUR MISSED CALLS

nazura's home?

Q: WHAT DID THE LAST TEXT MESSAGE YOU RECEIVED SAY?

"gi tido..."by shalihin(:

Q: DO YOU CHEW ON YOUR STRAWS?

HABIT OF MINE((:

Q: DO YOU HAVE CURLY HAIR?

APPARENTLY NOT.HAAAAAA

Q: WHAT IS THE NEXT CONCERT YOU'RE GOING TO?

idk,i think sg sucks at concerts.LOL.

Q: WHOS THE COOLEST PERSON IN YOUR LIFE?

OMGAAAAAAAH IM THE COOLEST(:

Q: WHAT WORDS DO YOU SAY ALOT?

OH OKAY.serious,a real idk what to say text.

Q: WHAT IS THE LAST THING YOU ATE?

butter rolls.BLEEEAH(:

Q: WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU SAID TO SOMEONE AND WHO WAS IT?

TO SISTER:"BYE"(she was off to find a job.HAHAHA!!)

Q: DO YOU WATCH TV?

AHHHHHH HELL YEEEEAH.

Q: HAVE YOU SEEN THE MOVIE, DONNIEDARKO?

there was such movie?-_________-"

Q: EVER BEEN HUNTING?

NAWWWWWW.HUNTING SEEMS GRUESOME.

Q: IS MARRIAGE IN YOUR FUTURE?

I dont know. THINK CAREEEEEER.

Q: WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAID, ''I LOVE YOU'' AND MEANT IT?

a week ago.i think.

Q: WHAT SHOULD YOU BE DOING RIGHT NOW?

studying for MUIS EXAMS.heck no waaaaaay(:

Q: DO YOU HAVE A NICKNAME?

my name is nur'atikah so people call me ika.there!

Q: DO YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT?

Dont know. Maybe. Maybe not.

Q: WHO'S THE YOUNGEST ONE IN THE FAMILY?

ME!I AM NOT SPOILT BTW!!

Q: IS DRUG FREE THE WAY TO BE?

Hahhahah ! AHHHH?

Q: DO YOU CLEAN UP NICE?

MAYBE NOT.depends on my mood(:

Q: LAST TIME YOU USED A SKATEBOARD?

wen sister had a sane skateboard:D

Q: WHERE WAS THE LAST PLACE YOU SLEPT BESIDES YOUR HOUSE?

AHHHHH?I FORGOT LA.either hazirah's or COCO.(my uncle)

Q: EVER RUN OUT OF GAS ON THE ROAD?

somehow nevaaaaaaaa(:

Q: BEST MOVIE YOU'VE SEEN IN THE PAST TWO WEEKS?

ZATHURA.it was on HBO.

Q: WHO DO YOU TRUST THE MOST?

AIYAAAAH.IDK.

Q: DO YOU THINK PEOPLE WHO COME UP WITH BRAIN DEAD QUIZZES ARE CRYING FOR HELP IN SOME TWISTED WAY?

MOST PROBABLY.DUMBASSES!

LAST

1) person you saw:MY SISTER !

2) talked to on the phone:nazura !

3) hugged:ZA HUGGED MY HEAD !

4) person you texted:AHHHHHH,HAIKAL? !

TODAY

1) date:13th november.

2) plans:sit,type,eat,read,sleep(:

3) dislikes about tomorrow:I have no plans :/

CURRENTLY

1) missing someone:Azrayna okay :D

2) mood:Bored.

TRUE OR FALSE

I am a morning person:I dont know.LAST TIME,YEAAAH.

I am a perfectionist:FALSE

I am an only child:False.

I am currently in my pajamas:False, I bathed already !

I am online 24/7:FALSEYY

I am very shy around the opposite gender:DEPENDS ON WHO,FALSE!

I can be paranoid:T FOR TRUE

I currently regret something that I have done:TRUEEEEE

I enjoy talking on the phone:FALSE

I have a lot to learn:TRUE !STUDIES THAT I ALWAYS SUCK AT(:

I have a secret:True.

5 people to do this:

DAAAYYYYAAAAAAAAAAK!,KAK HANIES,ZA,&& IDK!(:

FYI:IM DOING THIS BECAUSE AZFRYNA ASKED ME TO.HAAAAAAAAIS..

2007-11-13T12:31:00.000+08:00

i have got soo many things to talk about,alot of time but then,i dont know how to start and when to end.
i'll update soon enough yeah?

2007-11-10T22:13:00.000+08:00

BITCH!

2007-11-10T20:59:00.000+08:00

so then on wednesday went ot with nini.
nd yes nana did not come,EXPECTED.
so then i met her downstairs,
& she mistook sister for me.
bleeeeeeah.
and then headed for ecp.
ate my lunch,aku lapar cann/
then wanted to go bowling but i thought it was full,
so just santai-ed at the fishing port.
and we were amused at a jellyfish.
and my bimbo self,the phobias(:
the jellyfish cool tauu.
and then crapped,went to arcade and bowl.
practically fun.

then i got really maybe pissed off,dissapointed?
at nana,so then i smsed her telling her i had enough of all this.
and she replied

"i didn't mean anything at all.lyk cummon.ya think im gona let chances of gg out with u guys pass?i didn't even get to mit anybdy tdy la.i was thinkg of a way to get out.if think tt im jus getting out of my way of u guys,then b it.didi cnt make it either.if u think of tt way,its up to u.ive no ne to face alr.had fun with ninididn't u?occupy yaself up.tc, and ps,im sry & i really mean it."

BULLSHIT!

then i wanted to reply but i thougt there wasn any use so gyeah.
slept and then in the mrning woke up and off to kuala lumpur.
i was high on skittles sour.
had the usual baskin robbins then.
slacked and then went out to eat.then ff to sleep.
the breakfast was ohkay then.

ive got no mood totype abt the trip.all i can say is i practically cried like a bitch.for a whole night?
and infront of dad.thanks for consoling me eh.

2007-11-06T09:18:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAHAHA FAGGGGGG!(:SO LOSERAMA CANS?
NOT CUTE NOT CUTE(:
NYEEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAHHHAAAAAAA.
and stop calling me stalker! !

this is what i found at caleb's sister's blog posted 2 years ago.

muahahahhahahhhaa.boy,youve changed.

KACHING!

caleb is a vegetable fudge

caleb is a piece of toilet paper

caleb is a chicken butt hole

caleb is the mosquito that never goes away

caleb is the leech that sucks

caleb is the greatest person who never wins anything

caleb is a lousy actor who thinks he can get away with stuff

caleb is a salve-driver but claims to be the slave

caleb is a handicap who doesn't know how to clear his plate

caleb is the aunty who puts her bags on mrt seats during peak hour

caleb is the fish who hogs the computer when i need it

caleb is the last animal anyone wants to live with

caleb is the stupidest person on earth

caleb is the most immature player of RUNESCAPE

caleb is the worst and most horrible brother anyone can ever have.piss off la. such a sloth.

always lie about doing homework.

wipe off the pretence la ok.

what 15minutes ago.AS IF i believe that la.

AS IF la!i see you lie to mummy.

i see you pretend to be sleeping.i cover up for you.why?

have you ever thought WHY i keep covering up for you?cause NO AMOUNT OF NAGGING AT YOU WILL EVER GET YOU TO DO ANY HOMEWORK.NOTHING I SAY CAN EVER GET YOU TO DO YOUR WORK WELLNOTHING I DO CAN GET YOU TO GET OFF THE COMPUTER!

you are the SUCKIEST brother ANYONE can ever get ok.

if only mummy knew how you ALWAYS LIE la.d

am you.she's so stressed already and you're still like that.

you're so unfeeling la!dam dam dam youwhy can't you just spare a thought for her and at least put in EFFORT in your studies.you suck lor.

i hate you CALEB XU ZHIYUAN!!!!!!!!!!!

knocking on the door huh.no way dude..

i'm not gonna let you in.so piss off.yes.

go ahead. slam that freaking door for all i care.

what is this la.

when she's not in singapore you use the computer the whole day is it.

tell me that you are gonna finish your homework.

you'd better make sure you do it well ok and not give slip shod work.if mummy checks ur work and sees that you've not done it properly i'm gonna hit you dude.

can't you even tell that she's so worried for you.you SUCK!!!!!!!!

you're so freaking RUDEyou SHOUTyou give that freaking ATTITUDEACT LIKE YOU'RE RIGHT WHEN YOU'RE LYING ABOUT EVERYTHING.ACT AND ACT AND ACT.

WIPE THAT OFF MANX.ALL YOU CARE ABOUT IS YOURSELF IS IT.HUH

.WHAT KIND OF SELFISH THING ARE YOU.i've got a freaking exam tmr and all you do is sit there in front of that screen playing a stupid game and tell me to use the laptop that ISN"T WORKING AT ALL.HELLO.i need to do my work ok. not like you.and if microsoft word is not working and i use my email to type, it DOESN"T FREAKING MEAN THAT I"M NOT DOING MY WORK SO PISS OFF.
elisa walked with God @ 7:25 PM

I CANT BELIEVE I LIKED YOU IN P5.LOL LOL LOL.tsktsk attitude!

2007-11-06T08:30:00.000+08:00

i am gonna shut the fuck up and has deleted the post for YOUR own purposes and whatever shite.
call me whatever you want la.

2007-11-04T21:22:00.000+08:00

i love fucking awesome days.

went to hjh maimunah's.aaaaaaahh the love;
met cik noh and wife.
went to madrasah,aaaaaaaahhhhhh DRAGGYY!
but then thank god la shikin came and so did ain and tha beeeeetch.
Bang khai didnt come.
it was the gilerness of the gileness.
sentiase la kann kalau ashikin fauzan ade.
huahua.
released early she blanjed bbt.
and went off to nenek's hse.
watched the soccer match between arsenl and man utd.
aaaaaahh.
fcuk,they got a draw.
babi kann.
and okaylah RONALDO MACAM MATREP.okay kak hanies?
and she commented aloooottttttt.
hhahaha.
ROONEY,ANDERSON,THE MATREP.
gyeah.ws nice still.
and beeeeetch,i miss you bodoh.
pffffffft.
jesse!i miss you already lahs.
take a pic of love with hendy okay?
LOL LOL LOL.
and thankyou cal;eb for entertainng me,still am.
RAZ! IS WEIRD.

♥

2007-11-03T14:42:00.000+08:00

gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.
im bored to th extreme extreme.
& caleb is like jamming,beeeeeetch.
never ajak me.
succcckkkkaaaaaaaaaaaa.
alah im bored okaye.bye

2007-11-02T22:31:00.000+08:00

today was well a whoohooo day.
went sch for some SAIL programme.bleah,bitch.
and then joshua was being the most fucking irritating guy youve ever known.
i need ducktape to reeeeally tape your mulut okay bodoh.
and then went for lunch,supposedly at kfc but changed minds,went to ljs instead.
otw,i saw mashita,the stuck up minah wannabe.
whatever.
and then we crapped like fcuk until my stomach was like pfffft.
best tauu,and then malcolm wanted to rush to chonzheng so we leaved.
then nicky kept on crapping about kisss your own ass shite.
and and i swear eh niggah,the sister laughing at the disabled was damn poor thing ah you.
thenn,i wanted to take 18 with thems but then i got lazy lahhorr.
then sister bring me out,at like 1++.
took bus to interchange nd saw nadhirah azuwera a.k.a nini.
heeeeeeeee(:
and then headed to bugis,didnt get what we wanted,walked to sim lim to check out on psp.
and this jambu salesgirl gave us a price of 350?
but herexplanation damn goodlah sia.
comes with computerised warranty,4gb inclusive with gst and lalala,game downloads free,trade of games free,and charger semue ade.
she is the best lah.
then went to suntec.got my volleyball,supposedly my birthday present.
hais...
then walked around,and i saw daim(the gula2 at cocoa trees,nana got me addicted to it)
and it was like 2 packs for like what?$16.
fcuking cheeeeeaap.
i mean for DAIM.i got that before one pack for 12 fcuking bucks lah.
then went home,played alittle volley bawah block.
then smsed caleb all tha way.
thens slacked,ate dinner at simei.
and i saw nanashorty.
SUFRINA HUNNEY.
ohhhh.i love her chestnut hairstreak behing lahh.
read STREAK.
satu jerr.
and i loiked it okaye.
hmph.
then went watsons,mum got ourselves eyeliner,mascara(FISH?),eyeshadow and gyeah her lipstick and facewash.
huaaaaaaah.

and then the rest aku malas nak updaaaaaaate,

2007-11-01T20:34:00.000+08:00

aaaah,people people.
im gnna go out on wednesday but mum still doesnt know.im a bad girl.
fffiiiiiish,
anw ive updated the archives,its on the link page.happyhappy people
.and yes,nicholas iam evil.muahahahahah

2007-11-01T10:27:00.000+08:00

until now,no one is bringing me out.gaaaaaah.
what a waste.
i have math remedial tomorrow,i feel like killing ms annbel ho.
how i wish she could,
SLIP,FALL AND DIE!
and then there wont be anymore stupid teachers.how life would be soo sweeeet.
kann?
and thankyou caleb for tha accompanying me thru tha nite.
much appreciated.
i will be spending another stupid boring day at home reading stuff that i dont bother to undestand.
bleeeeeeah.
this is gonna be soo suckay.
and i feel like going to town.
bus fourteeeeeen(:
but gyeah,sister has o levels so cannot go and i dnt think mum lets me go town since i would come home late
excuses?
gyeeeeah,like what?with who?
i hate curfews.
fullstop.
.

2007-10-31T21:51:00.000+08:00

it was a sweet day after all.
got stuck on the comp frm morning.
damn it lah.
then zaf smsed me saying she wanna come.
so gyeah,rshed thing up to get the hse clean.
and i didnt realise the ironing board was outside.
-_-"
and then the kecohs began.
and i gt a little irritated at brah for calling me tante ad all.
super merepek.
and then hakeem became some waiter.
weird lah he,he was in purple baju kurung,official gay colour babe.
haha.then my home made cookies were good okay.
rizky said he's gnna order frm me next year,yeah right,twerp.
and then i remembered i make good cookies,rizky complimented,khidhir too and nyae's isitor.
alaah aku cool seh.
high self esteem,soo me.
thenn,went katong to get donuts.
boarded wrong bus,za is a twerp!
and thens got those munchykins.
went home ate.
slacked with the tv and suddenly felt like smsing caleb.
aku miss him bodoh.
& HE WAS BEING SO CUTE OKAYE!
Lol.
and then we were talking about his band,school,beach,and other stuff.
and then we were talking abt class reunion.
and then i was saying i missed him more than he does.
and he replied,"you dont know how much i really miss you"
omg youurre so sweeeeeet okay boy.
haha.damn it.
IKA must shut up.
grrrrrr.

haas,okay bye.
RAZ GO ONLINE YOU MOFO!
& I HOPE OU CAN GET INTO PRSS OR ILL SLAUGHTER YOU!

2007-10-31T11:36:00.001+08:00

theres a cat stuck on a tree from last night cause of a stupid dog.
so poor thing eyh.

& still,nini,update me!

2007-10-31T11:36:00.000+08:00

NAPFA RESULTS(:
i got silver okaye!
andand atikah is Severely underweight.

&& didi dont pester to eat more.
and i am not anorexic nor am i bullimic.
LOL.
i need to burn more fats tho.
shut up ruzaini.i need to.

2007-10-31T10:58:00.000+08:00

so i didnt really study ystd.
i only focued for like what?five mins or so.
i nver bother to study for madrsh mind you.
and raz if youre reading this(since you asked for the url tht day),
im gonna wish you bad luck for th greenview interview
cause i want you to go into MY school.
it will be so cool ah seh.
&& furthrmore theres your brother and HAZLINDA!
gaaaaaah.
nd if youre in my school,it will be cooler than cool.
okay and yes i have a big self ego.
huahua.
so ystd i practically used up15 mins of my com time to find a skin for nazura.
and i found this reeeeally nice one,but she didnt lik it.
tsk,ill use that soon or maybe.
and last tw days.
i chatted with caleb.
gaaaaah at last sahh.

&& i am Ika says:
whats up with the nick?
I burnt my kitchen tile with sparklers. hehheh. and Xerxes stop frickin' spamming me!!!! says:
no idea. lol
I burnt my kitchen tile with sparklers. hehheh. and Xerxes stop frickin' spamming me!!!! says:
is that u?? haha cool!

&& i am Ika says:
obviously it is me.and yes i know i am cool.hahah

I burnt my kitchen tile with sparklers. hehheh. and Xerxes stop frickin' spamming me!!!! says:
high self esteem... so you.. haha

&& i am Ika says:
yeeah sooo me.

I burnt my kitchen tile with sparklers. hehheh. and Xerxes stop frickin' spamming me!!!! says:
this guy is pissing me off. im beginning to think he's gay. yesterday when i checked my mail, i found like 21 inbox messages sent by him.. so irritating.

I burnt my kitchen tile with sparklers. hehheh. and Xerxes stop frickin' spamming me!!!! says:
yeah. he's Xerxes

&& i am Ika says:
what did he send you?

I burnt my kitchen tile with sparklers. hehheh. and Xerxes stop frickin' spamming me!!!! says:
didnt bother to read. i read one though. its some lame message about someone dieing. some weird chain..

&& i am Ika says:
haha.stalker!

I burnt my kitchen tile with sparklers. hehheh. and Xerxes stop frickin' spamming me!!!! says:
lol. im not the gay though.
I burnt my kitchen tile with sparklers. hehheh. and Xerxes stop frickin' spamming me!!!! says:
u know that right?? haha

&& i am Ika says:
yeah.
&& i am Ika says:
LOL CALEB HAS A STALKER!
&& i am Ika says:
cool aye

I burnt my kitchen tile with sparklers. hehheh. and Xerxes stop frickin' spamming me!!!! says:
not if he's a fat arsehole that keeps spamming me...
&& i am Ika says:

relax lah.
I burnt my kitchen tile with sparklers. hehheh. and Xerxes stop frickin' spamming me!!!! says:
lol. ok
&& i am Ika says:
and display picts are meant to be picts of YOU!

I burnt my kitchen tile with sparklers. hehheh. and Xerxes stop frickin' spamming me!!!! says:
no. not gonna show u my pic.

&& i am Ika says:
awwww thats bad!

I burnt my kitchen tile with sparklers. hehheh. and Xerxes stop frickin' spamming me!!!! says:
yeah.. haha. still! not gonna show u my pic

&& i am Ika says:
please lah omg.

I burnt my kitchen tile with sparklers. hehheh. and Xerxes stop frickin' spamming me!!!! says:
u see the reflection in the glass? as in the fire alarm glass. haha. thats ME!

&& i am Ika says:
i can only see your shadow.hows that suppose to do good?

I burnt my kitchen tile with sparklers. hehheh. and Xerxes stop frickin' spamming me!!!! says:
uh uh.. thats not a shadow. its a reflection

&& i am Ika says:
okay.damn.
&& i am Ika says:
whatever.show me your pict.not your reflection!

I burnt my kitchen tile with sparklers. hehheh. and Xerxes stop frickin' spamming me!!!! says:
i dont have one. dont take pictures of myself

&& i am Ika says:
dont lie la

I burnt my kitchen tile with sparklers. hehheh. and Xerxes stop frickin' spamming me!!!! says:
i swe
I burnt my kitchen tile with sparklers. hehheh. and Xerxes stop frickin' spamming me!!!! says:
i sewa
I burnt my kitchen tile with sparklers. hehheh. and Xerxes stop frickin' spamming me!!!! says:
oops

&& i am Ika says:
LOL

I burnt my kitchen tile with sparklers. hehheh. and Xerxes stop frickin' spamming me!!!! says:
i swear
I burnt my kitchen tile with sparklers. hehheh. and Xerxes stop frickin' spamming me!!!! says:
haha! got that right!

&& i am Ika says:
gaaaaaah.
&& i am Ika says:
how can you not have a pict of yourself?like not even one?
&& i am Ika says:
thats pathetic.

I burnt my kitchen tile with sparklers. hehheh. and Xerxes stop frickin' spamming me!!!! says:
sorry =[
I burnt my kitchen tile with sparklers. hehheh. and Xerxes stop frickin' spamming me!!!! says:
haha!
I burnt my kitchen tile with sparklers. hehheh. and Xerxes stop frickin' spamming me!!!! says:
yay! watch channel 5
I burnt my kitchen tile with sparklers. hehheh. and Xerxes stop frickin' spamming me!!!! says:
the guy proposed to this lady

&& i am Ika says:
wth.you should propose to shuqi then i would watch la

I burnt my kitchen tile with sparklers. hehheh. and Xerxes stop frickin' spamming me!!!! says:
im gonna break ur neck if u say that again....

&& i am Ika says:
hahahahaha.okay sorry.

I burnt my kitchen tile with sparklers. hehheh. and Xerxes stop frickin' spamming me!!!! says:
its ok =] haha!!

&& i am Ika says:
and how are you suppose to break my neck anw.
&& i am Ika says:
i bet you dont even dare to.

I burnt my kitchen tile with sparklers. hehheh. and Xerxes stop frickin' spamming me!!!! says:
.. you know me...

&& i am Ika says:
well i sure do.

I burnt my kitchen tile with sparklers. hehheh. and Xerxes stop frickin' spamming me!!!! says:
guess what! i got good grades!

&& i am Ika says:
coolness.

I burnt my kitchen tile with sparklers. hehheh. and Xerxes stop frickin' spamming me!!!! says:
... gtg. cya

&& i am Ika says:
oh kay aites then.
&& i am Ika says:
tc

haha.budak cute.
oh come im bored.lets recap my love lfe.
oh LOL.go on,laugh.
primary on and two=norazmeer sakdon.(lol)
primary three=oh wow idk.
primary three and four=caleb xu zhi yuan.
primary six=NONE!until nanashorty made me LIKE hafique.
gaaaaah.
sec one=not certain.
most prollaly childhood guy/s.

saya mahu chao.
hafta clear the whole room up bfre mum gets home.damn!

2007-10-30T19:02:00.000+08:00

i was onlin from prlly 9 am till now which is like 703pm on my comp .
suckkay,aft 1930 i will be offlining studying for 2 fcuking hours.
its madrasah muis beb.
yeah its really not my type to study for madrsah but fcuk,i have to.
mum has been pushing me to and the fact that my prelims wernt
as good as the earlier part of the year.
and that my solat practical and the oral sucked.
that was my muis.but i dont bother now anyway.
then,iwas waiting for nadhirah azuwera to come online.
but then she didnt.
gaaaaaah.
so okay.i realised im having waaaaay to much infatuations.
like you know,shah,raz,caleb,and yes nabil.
sheeesh.
& then i thought,this aint the people who i actually go head over heels.
well i thinnk i am in love. with maybe only one.
just one and a half.mainly people from mxps & ynps.
you guessed it right baby maybe,
but things hafta change now.
i cant go on bragging abut how sweet all the past is and say memories will do just fine but im not putting in effort to do just that.
okay,atikah,grow up.
youre thirteen and even your sister stil thinks youre a p5 or 6.
that scks.
and i didnt take that as a joke even tho if it was.
gaaaaaah.
& last year i made quite much of a friendship crisis but nobody told me off.
i was like the bestofthebest friends with aisyah.
we did crappy things together.
more of a fun thing we thought.
but then things changed when i wanted to really get closer ro nanashorty.
she was the one whom i thought could make me think wiser
and yes,then things changed.
i lied to aisyah more often,made her my closure.
and gyeah,im reeeally sorry,i thought well i needed a change.
and i knew by the look on your face sometimes,you were really pissed.
and by that i just didnt take action.
nanashorty was the only one i wished i could stick with by then.
and now i realised.
new friends tend to stick with her,and i mean STICK! with her,but it wont be long until she finds another one and puts you back onto the doll rack.
uhh.whatever okay.i know i will just say i cant be bothered anymore and say i have to forget her,
the truth is i cant really forget her.
she made me change,not for the better not for the worse.
she made me feel better inside.
ohwells.
and now its almost the end of the year and people do say im changing.
well sincerely,im really sorry if this was maybe a drastic change for you.
i guess im holding on to the past to appear.
and i am not emo ethel.
i just got frustrated at myself for particular reason and i didnt talk much because
i couldnt b bothered to,i was feeling down,well eveyone has their ups and downs right?
well that was the time this year.
and aft the change and maybe the slight fight.
i tend to hav missed you.
and things werent th same.i tend to take my words back before talking to you nw.
its different and i missed the times we became looneys.
and i have to say ive changed but im still nur atikah,the girl you knw.
and i love you babe.

& heres a really sincere sorry to shalihin,ethel,and dayana for made you feel different,your perception towards me and all.im guilty as charged.and im sorry,really,i meant it.

last comment,foursome(didi/nini/nana),contact me soon for arrangements,please and thnkyou.
RaZ XV II IS REALLY MEREPEK BUT BUTTKICKING FRIENDLY.
lol.

2007-10-30T14:55:00.000+08:00

i am bored and i want nini to go online.
gaaaaaaah.

2007-10-30T09:37:00.001+08:00

&& i think click five's frontman is hot!
baaaaaaaah.bored okaye!

2007-10-30T09:37:00.000+08:00

I AM BORED NEHHS!
TAKE ME OUT OUT OUT.
DAMN SIAN LUHHS(:
BRING ME OUT FOR 1 HOUR ALSO CANN BAH.

i want to go spottlight,beach and wherever else;

& saya mahu batangs.

2007-10-29T20:38:00.000+08:00

i was feeling rajin today okay.
i mopped the whole kitchen with a towel and not a mop okay.
proud proud of myself okay.
LOL
and then i did smth really brain tearing.
gaaaaah.
then at ike 3+ went off to fetch kakak and got ourselves sushi.
i was craving for themm okay
then i got into the i am bored mood
watched stomp the yard,again.
and zul came online but then sis didnt tell me there was an im for me annnnd.
he went offline.
FISH!
and aisyah msgd me aft like months.
cool aye.
AND IM HAVING A FOURSOME OUTING !
bessttt(:

2007-10-29T20:06:00.000+08:00

eyh!zul was online and i dint get to talk to hm!tskk.

andand this post is meant for syafiee.
you really piss me off okaye.
and i wasn mad at you for just today or yesterday.
i put up with all this crap because since so far i knew you didnt have much friends so gyeah get what i mean.
so i was trying to be much of a nice person.
but you dont fcuking even know me aft talking to me for like asdfg months.
wtf?
you keep on thinking that im an utterly sensitve girl which i am not.
& also you tend to impress me with your english and the fact that its all a mess.
i dont need people with good english to be my friend.
stop impresing.
and i thought you could be my friend until you just couldnt be bothered when i asked for help abt shah.
jealousy aint gonna get you nowhere.
and i really should say.i hate the word,"owkkayz"
or however you spell it.
isnt okay just fine?and the fact that you talk waaaaay to much in he fone then real life.
IT DOES NOT MAKE SENSE.
and it is not weird when a guy talks to a girl.
fikiran kolot kau tu tak make sense tau tak.
nd what?eating with a guy friend makes it a couple or smth?
wtf.
you have alot more to learn.
and didi was right all along.
and being a bitch is not a badword if you think it is mr alim.
the fact that youre not all alim yourself.
and i am used to all tha vulgarities.got a problem with that?!

&& DONT EVER ALK TO ME AGAIN YOU ASSWIPE.
i amnot in talking terms with you.

2007-10-29T10:47:00.000+08:00

tha stupeeeeed phone cant sms anymore.whhy?because i dropped it while smsing.fcukingshite.
so im back to oldold philips phone.gaaaaah.how liaos.

and you know.im missing aloottttt of people and things.dmn it.

shahrulnizam.
CALEB XU ZHIYUANNNNN(:
stephanie lee xin ye.
shasha's bbt.
nanashorty(okay fcuk idk why okay.)
zulhelmi.
afifah
p6 dayys.
cikgu melayukus
jesse.
mr hotsome.
mr hotsome no 2

alaaaaaaaaah.people,bring me out canns.

an i got pissed off at ain on sat.

she said she was gnna be late for madrasah so i waited.anw i cme cause i promised her i would.and fcuk she didnt.i could have went to cikgu's open house sia.babi.

thank god some kentots made me smile.

ANISTA KEBABIAN AH SHIDAH!.

&& nameerah is currently pissing me off.

2007-10-25T17:22:00.000+08:00

HERES THE PHOTOS PEOPLE.FEAST YOUR EYES(:

& today i saw thaddeus tay! and jambu joey,and shikin frm last year's 6g.

cool aye.

2007-10-25T17:11:00.000+08:00

toddaaaaaaay was greaat.

had that CIP shite.
but it was effing cool lah okay,
th beach was somesort clean tauu tak.
i mean its bech cleaning.bitchy beaches are suppose to be ull of litter.
grouped with the ngongs.
nicholas,dstin who cme to pasir ris park in the morn.,me,dayak and saira.
we collected whatever trasssh.
& i got really pissed off at saira sultanah.
she kept on complaining.
she was tha garbage bag person so we call her to put stuff in but then,
she kept on saying,
"whathehell is your problem."
should i like fcukingtell you off before you shut the fucking mouth of tht.?
BEEEEAACH!
andall she bothered was "i dont care"
fuck you!
&& today i had macs with the giler perempuankus.
and guess who we saw there.
alfiaaaaaan.Lol.
and hothot tally.
okay LOLL.
noooo not hot.
i meant nabil.whatever.

& STOMP THE YARD IS THE SEX YAW
!
watched it on demand tv today.
i loved it reeeeeeeeally.
columbus short in thee house(:

~~& i am in love with my primary one crush,again.LOL!~~

2007-10-24T22:14:00.000+08:00

ilovedtodayalott!

sayaaaaaaang korang luhhs.and nadia.shhhhhhh!

i missed didi like alott uh sial.

her kecohness & all.

so today had like jalan raye.

and those who came were RAZ!,DIDI!,NINI!,farid and zurfiqar.

&&& it was hothotheeat.

they all came to my house at 3++.

raz "dyed" his hair which i thot didnt have any effect.lol.

and they were really loud lah which was cool(:

spent like an hour or so then i locked the house up and went off.

wanted to go nazura's hse bt didnt get tha permission.

so gyeah.

then headed to nadia's house.

kecoh-ed.

and stuff like that.

& i swear kann those three gys aint gentlemen enough.

grrrr.

then we went off to shah's hse.

fcuk,no one was at hme.

i got really sedih in the inside but ohwellos.

then we camwhorred bawahblock while thinking of a hse to go.

then settled on cikgu allistne.

but she wasnt at home.

gaaaaaaaah.

then we headed to farid's

& i think he was rude to his mum.

then we camwhorred again..

then went off to zizi's.

& she didnt like layan us well lah sahh.

grrrrrrrr.

& raz was being childish like that.

hen we headd to macs.had dinner which i only ate sundae and didnt finish it up.

and didi kpt on like "iiikkkaaaaaa,must eatmore."

bleeah.

then we wanted to go to HAZ!LINDA punye house but she didnt answer raz or my call.
so then we headed to faizaaaaaahh's house.& i swear i loved her house.lol.
nadia merajok-ed for some reason.
camwhorred.agaaaaaaaaain.
then went to the last house, nini!'s
it was kinda cute and all.

and raz kept on talking about susu kambeng & shit like that.which was i thought really random and weird.
&& nini shared batangs okaye.
♥
&& RAZ DAH JANGAN SADSAD PASAL HAZ LUH!
Lol.
okaaaaaay.wrap it up.
TODAY WAS AWESOME WITH YOU ALLS(:

2007-10-24T11:31:00.000+08:00

lets make this short & simple kaye.

i dint go to sch.
going out with the other two babes.(jalan rayeing)
clean te hse sooooon.
pissed off at syafiee.
♥
SYAFIEE IS SICK TO TH MANTLE CORE OF TH EARTH!

2007-10-23T20:16:00.001+08:00

oh.& i remembered.today we had to check our cca point thinggy.

&& guess what?!

i attended less then 50% of the training.

its not hat i dont like volleybal.but the seniours make me puke.

(:

wahlao im evil bah!

&& i miss caleb xu zhiyuan.

contact me soon you mofo!

last year was the best.

where h had to secretly give my present cause

the guys are dumb and if he gave me straight,

they will think he is interested in me.

you know lah kan.immature shite.

and he gave me a keane cd which i cant thank him enough.

and when he sat infrnt of me and

kept intterupting my pay attention to teacher session.

and once i cried in class and he tried comforting me but

his tone was really funny.

and what he said like made me smile.

i remember you called me once and put the stupid old song onto the speaker.

i felt like killing you man.

& we still have an outing to go to.

andand i wanna see you jamm with your bandmates okay.

and how now you hate steph.

an still idk why.

and how you will get pissed off when i remind you things abt steph.

and now,youre not into vulgarities and youre trying to get me to change too.

but boy,its too late.i am really comfortable with it anyhows.

you got me int it anw.

HOHO.

and how you always said that you would rather study indian languag than chinese.

cause you SUCK! at it.

whoever has chinese tuition except you?Lol.

and how you sent me that sweet sms when i confesed.

i missyou terribly.

contact me as soon as possible,right after your common test okay!

eaking the promise about me telling my reslts to you.kay?

because you had high hopes on me pssing.

but i flunked.

♥

I OWE YOU BIG TIME;MAKE ME SMILE LIKE YOU USED TO(:

2007-10-23T19:10:00.000+08:00

&&
ZUL!IM REEEEEEEAALLY SORRY FOR NOT GOING JALAN RAYE WITH YOU TODAY.
IM SOO EFFING SORRY KAYYE.
i know like you wanted to meet up.i wanted to but it was a sudden notice & furthermore ive got plans the next day.
alaaaaaah zul next time ill treat you bowling or smth ehh.
cause i fcuking
MISS YOU BLOODY HORNY BESTFRIEND
♥
you know you rock my socks off lahh kann(:

2007-10-23T18:39:00.000+08:00

lets recap today,

mr james was a flirt

nicholas is officially gay(:

i got pissed off at noisy people during assembly.

i dint bother talking to syafiee

project was done well.

mum has let me to not go school tomorrow.

dayana forced me to go.

nicholas will bring gummy bears tomorrow.

nicholas missed aliya and kept on insisting on her birthdate for the carnival project.

i had the worst hair today

my uniform was behaving like meat

today i officially hate going to school

lets just say today sucked and ready for tha worse tmr?

andand will be going ot jalan raya-ing with nini and didi tomorrow.

SEMANGAT AHH BEB.

& nana,im gnna have fun even tho youre not around.because i know deep down you dont bother.

i'll forget you soon after you do okay babe.

2007-10-22T16:29:00.000+08:00

OHHMYGAWD.
nyae just called me and guesswhat she said.

she was like,haritu nek yam telephone.die kate cucu nak yam nak nombor ika.
die asik ngendap ika aje.blike die terlari2 nak tengok ika.
wtf!
kekek sia.i laughed like mad just now.how weird was that.

i am speechless alr.its too funny mann

2007-10-22T15:56:00.000+08:00

HOKKAAAAYYY.
im back to normal people,i think lah.

so the last two days was hectic.
on saturday it seemed that my house
was like an open house even tho we dint invite anyone.
telepathy dok.
MY HEAD LAH.
LOL.
mum cooked nasi tak takot,nasi beryani.(ok lame!)
invited dad's main family.
the whole 4 siblings came with his parnts and uncle sukri's family.
it was well nice i think.
&& my tortoise almost died mann.
all afiq's fault.
he go and throw my tortoise here and there.
what a pity.
dah lah that day they makan sikit cause the food finish alr.
how kesian kann.
& aidi was ubber cute.
cant explain his cuteness factor
then aft we all raye-d at nek yam's hse and i REPRESENT the whole family during the makan time.
im still skinny.jangan jealous(:
& wak didnt get to masok the hse cause aidi taknak bukak kasot and he cried when he was brought into th house.
awwww.
then the family went home cause visitors nak datang.
& from there more and more cam.
those who never visit us before also come.
which is weird.
weve stayed there for like 7 years alr yaw.
even za's friend cum cousin datang with other friends of hers.
it was hectic until like 11 at night.
and kak nana also came.
oh i mean CIK NANA(:
she got soo pissed off when i called her that.
hahaha.
BIMBO(:
i swear she is.a twentyone year old funy ass bimbo.
the girl who plays vampire killing slayers at facebook.
she kept on pestering me to join it.
grawr.
its soo lame lahh.
and she and dayak same seh.
both baru tauu how to use the word funfar in matminah lingo.
LOL.
and bimbo said "funfair eh?abe tak dapat present pon"
"-_-
fatyn cute siak.(not prss fatyn)
she was like seeking dad's attention which he then didnt realise.
.

yesteday was nice.
went out at 5 to abg long's open house/hse warming.
met up with cousins and laughed along with cik noh.
& then left at 8++.
sent nenek home.
took the van and all hafiz and hazirah talked abut was who i would get married to.
first it was the ginger people frm cicakman.
then that gala muhammad.(mama blurted abt how clever he was so gyeah the whole family knows him)
then aft it was shalihin.
pffft.thats just curse.(thanks to coco.)
then it was ahmad johan(cik noh's fault)
then it ended with HASIF!
then guy who poops in his pants.
disgusting much.omg ewh.
& they told me how smelly the wedding would be and such.
hazirah laughed like a psycotic girl sahh.
but it was all good fun.
then aft,wnt auntie nanie's hse and entertained aidi(:
that effing cute adorable tak boleh dudok diam boy(:
but ohwell he broke my favourite hairband.
hrmph.
got back and watched ganyut tak tentu pasal.
kekek sia cerite.
but it was entertaining enough

there aint school.
dont feel like smsing that guy.
hoho.

so ive made up my mnd.since fazrina taknak bnyk org pegi jln raye.
i withdraw & jalan raye with other people instead.
which is.
ZULHELMI(: && AFIFAH & idk who.
i missed them both like truckloads.
foursomes jalan-ed rye alr.
thank god i dint follow.
mostly semue aku tak kenal.
phewh(:

andand if dayak agrees we gg jalan raye together in a small group.
come on people.
bring me outta(:

& i remembered about shah's valentine's present.
hawwwwwww.

♥

2007-10-19T23:31:00.000+08:00

im gonna let th wind blow,

leave th past behind,

memories will do just fine

ill make it on my own.

im biddng goodbye nanashorty.

iloveyou.

but this is just no use.

i cnt live with this anymore.

im sorry.

i still do need you sayang.

♥

2007-10-19T21:52:00.000+08:00

paman ayoob jst rang me up frm australia.
and h said i sounded diff.& practically repeated it like 10 times?
i know why i sound diff okayy.
but i denied.uh whatever.
andnd he was like please tell your mum i called and if she wants to call me thats okay if she does not oh wel fine with me.
how weird was that.
?
& i missed him calling me tikatiko.
& he was like
"youre not my tikatiko anymore,youre thirteen you sound so dff."
that was sad mann.
gaaaaarr

2007-10-19T20:55:00.000+08:00

why is everybody getting on my nerves like at this pont of time.
even sister doesnt know everything & youre like finding my fault.
what am i?
a piece of meat?ragdoll?
fine call me bitch or whatsoever.
i dont care anymore.
because i really know deep down in you people's heart.
you say that i am a lowlife whore.
& that i should move on.
kill me now.i insist.
even if it takes sufferings.
at least you dont need to see my face anymore.

&&.
i dont understand you people.
first you were soo hyped up about the hari raya thing
and the next thing i know you didnt wanna go
so maybe partly you all didnt wish i was going.
so here
"im not going.i withdraw."

& im trying my best to make all of you smile
even tho deep down i myself cant smile for my own good.
where are my pillars when i am in need.
where has those sweet words gone to.
like"no matter what ill always be here for you."
BULLSHIT!
i hate you.
the words i miss you dont mean a thing to me anymore cause.
you all dont mean it.
)':

caleb xu zhiyuan,i need you.real bad.please call me a.s.a.p

foursomes,
sufrina nadhirah nadia.
thanks for the mmorable p6.
but i guess now.i hafta move on.
i cant stand it anymore.
you were the ones i trusted but in the end.
none of you bothers.
goodbye loves,
iloveyou.

enough of crying,straight crying to sleep must stop
.
tonight.

& thankyou people for making my day today in school while playing uno.
& mama.
i love you.
♥

2007-10-17T20:38:00.000+08:00

i see resemblnce in nana and ftyn and everytime i see fatyn,i see nana.

and thats how i terribly miss her.gaaaaah.

ad i have been gulping redbull these days.

they reeeeeally help you when youre stressed out.

and somehow i dont feel awake when i drink this.

LOL.

cool aye.

so its true.

RED BULL GIVES YOU WINGS(:

bhahaha.

i fugging miss foursomes.shah and utmost CALEB! ♥

2007-10-17T17:42:00.000+08:00

i never ignored you.i just kept quite because you wernt talking to me.
so i the only person i could ask about this was my mum.
i asked her before when you were ignoring me.
and that made me realise speaking out wasn a good answer.
it would just make your days even worse.
& never think people in this school are rejcting you.
you have friends that supports you and will support you.
& never also think that im neglecting my duty as a friend.
i still do care for you.
keep that in mind.
and maybe all this couldnt have started if
shalihin kept blurting out things that are meant as vents.

stil friends?

2007-10-17T16:31:00.000+08:00

you were never at fault.
i never even said anything.
well now i shall explain.
you were acting soo differently that i felt like i didnt even know you anymore.
you started ignoring me and all.
i know you were having a crisis of somewhat i dont know
so all i wanted to do was let you cool down.
but the more i did that.
you started giving me stares and i find you acting really different.
and because of that.
i started venting out my anger to him.
and never once did i thought about walking out of this friendship.
i repeat.

NEVER

and seriously.trust me.
nothing different has happennd when you werent around.
you just werent plain you like you used to be.
and you told shalihin that i was hyper when youre not around?
thats because you dont talk to me much like you used to.
and you looked like as if i wasnt even a friend o yours.
and im not saying this is your fault.
how am i suppose to smile from ear to ear when i see you looking at me with a sense of hatred?
and i vented out my anger at people and not straight up to you because i dint want to hurt your feelings and i dint know things were happening till it became this far.

and all the while.
i know i didnt look like i cared when you were sick.
but i was worried deep insid but i had problems of my own too.
i didnt want to show.
thats all.
and when shalihin confronted me.
i got more stressed out.
i didnt know what was my next step.
all i know was i started to get angry at anybodyreal fast.

bt now.
why did you hve bail out on me.
like this morning.
jess told me.
thankyou lahh ehh.

so if this really bugs you.
i shall say im teribly sorry deep in my heart
i treated you as friend i could trust.
im not denying anyting.
i swear.

2007-10-17T15:56:00.000+08:00

i seriously dont get what youre saying just this time.
youre asking me to ignore you like that.
so youre trying to point out that im at fault for something idk.
rhis is really very fcukensome sudden and i fcuking dont know whats going on.
and theres not even a discription or reason why youre doing this.
i seriously dont get you right now.
could you explain.like seriously.
this is not a joke.

for wom this is to.
the person has the letters.
D.A.Y.A.N.A.

2007-10-15T11:16:00.000+08:00

thank you for that tagg ethel.that made me soo much better NOT!it made me feel low somemore uhh.FCUK!

okay somewhat shite whatever.

raya and kenduri was surprisingly nice ♥

kenduri was surprisingly kind of kecoh like we all used to be and that really made my fcuked up day.thanks family for being you people again.

andand we all watched that raya perfrmance thing as one big happy family.

best kann.and guess who we saw at the audience?KAK NORHANY!and her boyf.

now everybdy knows that she has a boyf.cool ah sehh(:

and shalihin smsed me at night.if im nt wrng uhs.

andand it got me into the ohmygod. mood.

lets nt talk or start at it again.

then came raya(:

first day of raya was superrrrb.

i guess.

firstly i loved my kebaya muchmuch♥

andand i wore basic make ups.foundation and eyeshadow and lipgloss which im used to.

and i had those dangling HEAVY. earings.cause it was those fugga stone.

andand the worst part was like minta maaf-ng with parents.

i always am speechless.

baaaaaaahhh.

then i had like breakfast.mum's lodeh was tawar but whatever.

headed to nyae's.

sit eat and talked.

guests came.

then i was like fish lahh.it was effing early yaw.

helped clean the kitchen to let those guests eat.

and suddenly Za saw someone ohso familiar.

HARIS!

huahuahua.then dad kept on pestering her to like sediakan air and whatever shit.

very cartoon.

then babbles.

uncle fendi was introduced for idk what reason.haha.

he coops up in his room only.

but he's goodlooking okay.

then aft all that we went off to nenek's.

only paman pat & family was there.theyre always early anw.

hafiz kept on playing with my earrings which got me irritated cause im like

PMS-ing.

hakim became super naughty.

hazirah and her feminine self.

and how i missed nenek so much.

and then.

more relatives came and it was a total raya(:

we took the family pict.everybody was like finding places.and the "photographers"

were busy finding a spot to put the camera self timed.

funny muchh.

but whatever it was nice♥

then.

we sat arnd until like 3 or 4.i know.

very late indeed.

we went to mak long's house.

ate her cooking.

IT WAS POWER UHK!

i wanted to enjoy it like one plate all to myslef but hazirah kept on sitting with me and when i tambah-ed(SEE!I DO EAT ALOT!)

she also nak tambah.so i had to give in.

and everyone kecoh-ed about kak hany and her boyf.

still,her parents doesn know.

money came in and stuff.

then went of to idk who's house uhhs.

then went to sembahyang.

i was having my period.

i had to take care of hakim.

we were at msjid ghufran.

aft tht went to nek sak's hse.

then habes.

andand i saw rahmat.

nana sufrina's cousin

expected to see nana but no hope uhs.

heres a little picts.enjoy

2007-10-11T23:59:00.000+08:00

i know you really do care like fcuk about her.
but just face it i cant do the same.
im having my own problems too.
but do you even fcuking care.
lets just face it again.no you dont.
knowing that ive known you long enough.
fine i get it.
always do.
i know she is facing problems but do you hafta
tell me things i cant get into my head now.
im dying inside but all you do remind me of is her,
i get it already.dont ask me to think it over because i cant.
i really fcuking cant.

and while im typing this i really cried.
ifcuking dont know whats wrong with me.
get me a psychiatrist now please

2007-10-11T22:00:00.000+08:00

uhh fcuktard ass.
i hate my arsenic life.

mum is so wtf.
uhhhhhh.
she said to dad that like umm i have hr personality whateverfcukshesaid.
and still all she does is find my wrong doings.

AKU BODOH PEH BAHALOL kaper?!

andand everytime she needs help.
she come talk to me nicenice.
AKU TAK BODOH UH!
fccccccuuuuuk
!
and sis has been mugging the comp the whole day and now she still wants it.
tak cool ah sehh.
and when i told her off
she said
"aku kan tadi buat art"
kau ingat aku palahotak nyer bodoh semacam eh?!
AKU TAK UH SIAL!

shite!

and i have been reading izza's blog andand she's going thru what i have been going thru longlong ago yaw.
i soo pity her banyakbanyak.
but im not close to her so gyeah.
cant do anythmuch lahh sehh.
all these reminded me of nana.
hunneh where are you now when i need you soo bad.
she practically knew all tthe fcuking arsenic days i had.
but i always never did show it i sch.
~~ive been hit by my fcuking father twice on the head okay.~~
thats bad enough for me.

i wanna cry so bad.
i wanna slit.
canns?

2007-10-11T01:40:00.000+08:00

uhhhhhh!
i hate myself.agreed.
and and

i miss caleb xu zhiyuan tons!):

2007-10-10T17:39:00.000+08:00

l0okeyy!its caleb up there!(:

nice?editted

i miss khidhir.

miss koh siew beng the teacher who calls me hakita.fcuk!

someone please make me smile again like i used to.

like how ashikin and caleb does it.

oh please.

im rotting.
make me whole again.

2007-10-10T10:13:00.000+08:00

i went thu my received files.and i found picts.edited by me.

haziq belo amat dimissed.he is like ubber merepek kebabian uhhs.

the three up there are the most tak tau buat ape people and alway pick on me.thats because im sporting to follow their flow.bhahaha.syarif,zul! and haziq.bengaps!

andand look at niggaless.hahahaha.it was the grooming workshop thinggy.

we had to be stupid couples and he wished so hard it was aliya.too bad.

OHH NIGGA!DONT SCOLD ME ON FRIDAY IF YOU READ THIS(:

2007-10-10T08:34:00.000+08:00

i shall not influence you songs anymore.
i shall not.i shall not.i shall not.
BABI!
you got influenced by new bands also not from your own hardwork.
you just pick and choose and evrybody in sch now knows underground bands they have never heard of before.
i bet you stil have a long way to go.jangan step jadi budak scene uh please.
alot of people out there in school knows more bands than you.
so keep your profile low like before.
its not working for popularity
cause i think youre effing stuck up now.
ASS!
its not awesome anymore lahh.
seriously.

i need livejournal yaww!fcuk it lahhs.

2007-10-10T08:11:00.000+08:00

i got fcking annoyed ystd so i made my decision to go out
to release anger.
went town with sys.
walked like some bloody bitches.
hahaha.
and took neoprints to waste time.
kekek keabian sahh.
andand im broke now.
fcuk it.
sorry caleb,i just cant stop using all these words of wisdom.NOT!
haha.he is trying to make me stop but im used to it.
EH CLEVER BOY!you got me into this yaww.
and he's trynna get me out but ohwells he wont suceed i tell you.
i missed him like hellotlahh!
where is sjii yaww?
bring me out.bus rides okayy?
make me grin like a bloody homo again kayy?

and and raya.ZULHELMI!
CALL ME !BAHALOL!
we go out like last year or smth.effing kecoh nak mampos.
but really nice.
i miss you okayy.fuggafugga
you dont even text me anymore.
hrmph.

foursomes where are you?!
come get me ot of here.
and we'll party likea rockstar again.
haha NOT!
but please have some reunion shite!

stephyyy!when will your exams be over.i wanna go outout with you
like we used to.and crapcrp with me like no one's business.
i missed that.
but please.WHY BUGIS?
hahaha

(:

2007-10-09T13:26:00.000+08:00

you dont leave and come as you wish you pukimak.
all you wanted was popularity.
fine be it.have it.
i once thot you were my bestfriend.
until i saw your true colours just recently.
eh pantat.fcuk you lah okay.
go on lah.go!fcuking idiot.
its not cool if you think it is.
its really fcukig not.
so go away.
uh!

i hate you..
im gnna have a breakdown thinking of the past .
never this.
okay bye

2007-10-09T10:27:00.000+08:00

im bein sucha bitch again.huahua.(:
andand my puasa days have ended.right on lah okay!

andand i made a new friend on friendster.
its zaini and aliya and syarr and nigga's friends.
AZFRYNA!
we send cool testimos okayy.
im sucha bore.bye(:

2007-10-08T15:41:00.001+08:00

zali step macam tauu smoke sahh

these are some pichas i edited.andand sorry fr sme of the blurness(:

i effing dnt have a scanner and here .enjoy lah people.

this is dam cute lah ok.

2007-10-08T14:34:00.000+08:00

IM GONNA GET LOW MARKS FOR ART!

fugg la sia.i wantedto pass art with flying colours like i always do but my stupid background colors sucked.

fcuk it.

ms soh is so baik lah ehh.

i was suppose to cme bck to sch to give in the form but my stomach sakit okay.

so i smsed her and she said.i cn give it tmr.

like ohmyg.

im the only one ah sehh.

thanks okayy.ily(:

and and i want these for raya:HA-LAME!

-eyeliners(:

-NOVO $70 shoe.

-dian sastro's hair-->

damn!

-supply of mike&Ike cause i dnt like th kuehs smetimes.

-flawless face
(pimple2 go away!)

okay dah.

im bored lah sehh.

2007-10-07T16:55:00.001+08:00

comments on skin please.done by nini as a present for my birthday.a little edits by me(:

2007-10-07T14:00:00.001+08:00

&& why are hari raya songs so jiwa?
its suppose to be happyhappy yaww(:
pffftt

2007-10-07T13:20:00.000+08:00

pffftt.
mum is nagging away and i swear i dnt wanna be here.

she is nt much in a good mood with me because

i dint wanna go down and get her zip and sis did.

and it rained fcuk it.and she nagged more.

"kakak kan nak blajar ika tak tau kesiankan..."

and babble awayy she goes.

whatever sahh.if i go down also i will simply get wet too right.

fcuk.

geylang was shite ystd.

i went because wel i thot since hakim was there.

but it utterly sucked.

i was wearing a white and thin shirt but still.i was perspiring.

i could have went home if i wanted to.

andand i traced out ron stoppable and coloured it for hakim's birthday card.

IEKA SEMANGAT AHH!

not.

why do some people bother t go there like almost everyday?

like wtheck.

and there sister is back and mum was pitying her.

whatever.im not listening.

andand what else uh?

i fuggin nak tengok antm lahh.

but since mum is in the room.

i shant.

fcuk it.

im soo sickk of her doting kakak thing.

i hate stupid pimple outbreaks and furthermore.raya is coming.

fcukk

2007-10-05T18:06:00.000+08:00

I AM SO LOVING ANTM(:

its the feverrararaa

so far ive watched 4 cycles out of eight.i like naima(:

and the newest on channel five which is cycle 8 is hothot(:

ill show you what i mean.

i like felicia and renee(fcuken attitude tho),jael and sarah(:

look at renneeeeeee!hot kann?!

felicia got out for this.fcuk it.

2007-10-05T15:54:00.000+08:00

I AM OFFICIALLY IN LOVE WITH AMERICA'S NEXT TOP MODEL.AFTER MONTHS OF STRESSFUL SCHOOL DAYS AND PAST YEAR'S PSLE.I AM BACK ON THE DOT(:

i had loved it as alays.VOGUE posing ystd was so freaking cool lahh.YOUTUBE ROCKS!wwell becaus thats where im gnna hae my eyes glued to tyra(:

2007-10-05T15:16:00.000+08:00

ehhkk.sayangs.happy birthday ehh(:
stepphy dea and boboi'sbirthday hari ini.
i was like on the phone with hm and then he was lke thaanks eh dear.
apape sahh.you ditcher(:
nyeahha

so do you all like effing agree that terrible headaches are such a fcuking bitch.bodoh sahh.
was having malay paper today and then it like hit me in the head.wahh fcuk.
the fcuking teacher fcuking annoying.
senoneng siakk.
he keep on clearing his throat.
like DIAM bodoh!
anwi dint have mood for school today.god knows why.
malay paper was easy bodoh.
but maybe thats just sme shite.
i gt up frm my seat to go hme and i seriously felt like vomiting.
cb.
gt intothe bus.saw this guyy staringt me.pkm !}pukimak.
then i gt home.
vomitted and varla i dint fast.
i drank and went to sleep(:

woke up.wished stephy sayang birthday wish, trashtalked.
then clled hafique.haha.dumbby!
merepek siakk korang(:

yesterday was kick assing((:
maths was.good.paper two ajerr.
thenn wantedto celebrate with ethel apple(:
but then i went home.
friends made arrangements for eastcoast
followed the flow.
me&jesse&saira.
iwas late.AGAiN!
then me and sira cabbed to eastcoast.
the cabbywas really nicee.
really rare.
then esse treated bowling.camwhorrd at eastcoast.and went window shopping at prkway.
tat all equals to my legs are aching.
mum asked me to findhari raya shoes.
the only gorgeous ones were at NOVO.
fcuk it.
seventy bucks nak korek pat ane sial.
sse wanted to buy tons of things.freaking nice lahh seyy.
but she dint hve money because she needed it for the whole month.
and then saira kept complaining caus she wanted togo home.
fcuk it AGAIN!
i mean likeyou wanna balik the you go ahead uh.
thenher face all wtf like that.
dayana should have followed.
superbly cool okayy.
then smth trumatising happened at eastcoast.
the quick sand could have almost killed me.
and jesse.
fcuk it(:
anw jesse was all i love th beach,btches.
like wtf.
hahaha.overall bestt uhh.
even tho i dintt get novo shoes.

andand.i am an electrical conductor(:
thanks y'all(:
photos update tomorrow okayy.

2007-10-03T11:02:00.000+08:00

BULLETIN TIME(:

Eleven odd facts about yourself:
1. Are you photo addict?
well yeeeaaah baby(:

2. What were you doing this morning at8am?
in school just started doing stupid literature exam(:

3. Do you care for your friendster?
Yes, pretty much. I get annoyed whenthings go out of place.

4. How many different beverages haveyou drank since yesterday?
rose syrup and lemon barley.eh im thirsty alr(:

5. What is one thing you wish to change about yourself?
i want flawless skin and like fugging good hair(:please

6. What do you wish for?
seaside vacation.theres alot in my mind bodoh!

7. When was the last time you gotreally hurt?
early this year.damn stupid time

8. Any plans for tonight?
SLEEEP(:

9. Something you are excited about?
OH OH!mum wants me to do cookies and just maybe im gonna kickass with ashikin and aein(:

10. What is your favorite flavor of icecream?
macadamia brittle.durian? and chocolate chip cookie dough!(:raaaaaah

11. Describe your keychains?
its a heart with layered colours.haha(:

----= === more ====----

1. Do you know anyone in prison?No.

2. If so, who?--

4. Party girl/boy or Home girl/boy?
wheck?!idk yaww

5. Have you ever gotten naked at aparty?
!What party?ewh.simpleNO!

6. Name someone you miss.
shahrulnizam,caleb and my foursome girls♥

7. Are you named after a grandparent?
heeeeeee.nahh

8. Who do you love?
family,bestfriends and boyf

9. Have you ever broken a rib?
Thankfully, no.

10. Would you rather be a girl or aguy?
a girl.girls are innocent kids.but i dont wanna be like nuri.tht girl who got fcuked.heartless people

11. Who is the most spoiled person youknow?
three people.cousin,friend,and friend

12. Would you rather have a milliondollars or true love?
both(:heeeeeeeee

13. Would you rather date someone 2years younger or older?
Older.i dont wanna be like my parents.hawww

14.. What's your favourite junk food?
PIZZA!(:
and icecream.

15. Do you have a porn collection?
Hell no. I'm anti-porn pls. If you'reso honry, go do it yourself instead oflooking at other people doing it.Sick, much?

16. Is your birthday on a holiday?
uhmm well yeah.i guess

17. Are you old enough to vote?
Nope

18. Do you have any friends or familyin the war right now?
Haha, no.

19. Are you a vegetarian?
I cannot live without meat or anythingproduced by animals.

20. Do you worry about global warming?
well yeaah.since jesse makes me wonder and sister is in her on eco-warrior group.haha

21. Do you like polar bears?Not crazy over them

22. What song/s do you want played atyour wedding?
idkup to the planner or smth(:

du mb times.but whatever(:

2007-10-03T10:50:00.000+08:00

oh;

today i woke up asdfg late.

0645 to be exact.

panicked(:

didnt have a good bathe.2mins or so.

mum ironed my uniform.

thanks ehkk.

then i woke dad up cos i wanted him to send me.

i feel so pampered.nyeahh!

he took bloody long route.reached school on dhe dott!

i love ayah((:

mr ow saw short skirt.

me and him bestfriends.wont scold me.

he has told me two times that my dad looks

young and handsome.

like wtfugging shite?!

hahahha.i just nodded.like whatever yaww.

ystd caleb smsed me all of a sudden.

he missed this superpower girl(:

haha.he has to do 200word chinese essay.

he did like only 4 words.then he smsed me.

andand i swear he suck at chinese!(:

its okay love,

youre still awesome aitte.

i can smile without you

and trust me,caleb is not my boyf.

and boy!i want your picture lah asswipe!

♥

done.aint this fast?

i hate

EOYS!

oh and you know what.i hate your fugging attitude mister(:

im going out with my sayanng ethel tomorrow.

nk tagg along?

heeeeeeeeeee(:

i have been reading blogs so far.

i loved someone.her words of wisdom touched my heart.

no one will know who she is.she is not uhnder my links anw.

thankyous ehhk.she made me smile even tho she doesnt know who i am.

takcarepeople.

ieeeekkaaaaa(:

2007-10-01T12:33:00.000+08:00

oh hellohello.
heres a joke for you all to know(:

once,nicholas,ruzaini & rizky went to heaven,

they were told

"whatever you do dont step on the pink cloud"

the next day nicholas was found with

the uggliest person on earth.

rizky and ruzaini asked"why are you with th uggliest person on earth?"

he replied"cause i stepped on the pink cloud"

the next day ruzaini was found with the uggliest person on earth.

same thing happened.

the very next day,rizky was found with the hottest girl on earth.

both of them asked.

the hot girl stepped on the pink cloud.

sorry rizky i just love putting you n this joke

cheers

exams are utterly ohmygoodness gracious me(:

darn drats.anyway.i was IMing nazura that day.

and it was utterly nice i should say.nyeahha.

it was something like this:

im taking the nicest part only that is.

nazura:kau realise tak,si syafiee tu suke duduk depan2 dlm bus

me:hahaha.sentiase

nazura:die takot ketinggalan bustop.

me:agaknye uhh.merepek sahh die.

nazura:eh kau suke sape uh?

me:refer to my blog.

i cant remember much anymore lahh.

so yeah not much of a fun thing now.

but seriously.its no joke.

why uh?

i love ashikin fauzan.

she rocks my pantat.as she said.

i became totally my old self on saturday.

the beylo and cool(:

she came and we kecohed the whole class.

rocking la seyy.

she made my day.

we were too bitching abt syafiee.

nyeahaha.

it was the nicest madrasah day everr

we'll escape next week ayte.

its superb having you around la beb.

aein is utterly cute that day.nyeahaha.

andand i kept calling her BUTCH!

she's not lahh.okay till then.

i think BRITNEY ROCKS LAH SEYY!

HOT MUM SHE IS!(:

im not crazy im just a little unwell i know right now you cant tell.

but she laughed my ass off in her new song.not vmas.

i pity her siah(:

ashikin and me rock like how my jacket does(:

2007-09-28T15:25:00.000+08:00

ohmygawd.ilove nini banyakbanyak okay.
she made this nice blgskin fr me.
heeeeeeeeee
but nt using it now.son aft i get bored of this umbrella blogskin.ghahaha(:
oh it is love.

2007-09-28T14:15:00.000+08:00

oh yaww

you know.

that time i wasz on my way to sch and i saw this fugging skinny and hot guy.

and i sear i think he was wearing woman's skinnies.

omfg soo ht.i like his fashion sense.his top was

goddamnit moment.haha

his girl wasn hot tho.very cheena(:

i miss calebb!!!

gagagagaggaga.

we are utterly gooooooodsome friends okay.

we like each other butbut we are totally just best buds.dnt worry.

haha.

2007-09-26T14:44:00.000+08:00

like omg omg omg.hahah.
shah gave me his reply.
and i swear it made me laugh my fugging ass off.
he wrote it like some primary school kid.
with lines.
superr cute seyy(:

and and i swear i had enough of literature.
thanks to mr chan's 4 periods.gaaaaaaa.
today was superbly funny.
too bad dayak dint come.
destin played a prank.
cikgu zubaidah was nice(:
recess was utterly nice too.
syarr is talking to me(:
umm ape lagik eh?
hahha.

im just utterly happy.
wsh me luck for tomorrow's papers ehhk.
nyeahhaha.im takkot seyy.
for like uhm geog and science and a little bit of hist and MATHEMATICS.
if i fail.im back to my remedial partners zhiliang and good ol' malcolm.
<3

phrase of the day:im not crazy im just a little unwell i know,right now you cant tell,by,matchbox twenty(:

2007-09-23T22:52:00.000+08:00

oh hello sayangs out tere.heee.
anw i am ubber happy shite okayy.
like fcuk only god knows how im smiling looking at my message.
and only syster nd ethel(not my steady anymore) knows who and why.
heeeeeeeee.

so i have been utterly gundu lately.
andand not eally studying.wh fish!
nanashorty(= messaged me ystd.
really funneh okayy.
i miss you too okay hunneh.
anw i miss smsing zaini and im just feeling it that he is indirectly not talking to me.
reason?

so bitchy citches are making my life much more shitey.
namely.
zabrina.

oh and i realised our 212s are fcuking bitches now too.
nini didi and nana are still superbly friendly.
tasha is well nice((:
ayu thinks im a total bitch inyour face for idk what reason.
haz?wah fcuk in sch she act big sahh.
the rest mcm samer lahh.whatever

soo.things are going utterly smooth thankyou.
i gtg.byes.
ad shalihin.jgn complain anymore abt my background cos i changed it.
HAHA!

and shah.loving you was my biggest mistake.

2007-09-15T21:58:00.000+08:00

okay whatever my hiatus thingff.fo a while.im boreed lahh seyy.
while waiting for my beratus pictures to upload on friendster.
now kanns.im very much ffeeling pathetic.a few knows why.
and i pity helmi.
he broke up with his sayang.
over her supid reason.hrmph.
she doesnt know what she's missing out.
dummb((:
okay lahh gtg sahh.ass!gnna go out.
ciao.
hiatus again...hehe

2007-09-10T21:12:00.000+08:00

ATIKAH IS ON HIATUS biyatch!
or stupid bitch for nicholas!
need to concentrate on studies.
but oh well.you can sms lahh.

2007-09-06T08:30:00.000+08:00

nini is ubber cute and

I LOVE HER<3

i had lunch date with her and izah.
i practically laughed her ass off.ubber cute.
izah calls her mum "mum"
i mean whoever calls your mum that.
like
"hello mum!whazzup?!"
haha.bodoh example.i know.but imagine yourself lah ehk.
so i was saying, why not just call your mum mother since you have to speak english with your mum lahh kanns.
and i made a sentence again.
"mother mother,can i go out?pleeease mother?"
weird isnt it?
but whatevr.
and i found out that she misses me w/o her telling me straight.how?
she was like,
"i dint see you at teachers day.why you never come?i thot you say you were?i asked your classmates all tak tau"
soo sweeet seyhh.
she said she felt like someone was missing.hheeeeeee.
cutte sakk.
i missed her too okayy.
and i found out too that she and nana are like waaaaaaayy strangers now or smth.
hrmph nana nana.always out so wild forget your sister who always were there fo you.
aites..

and helmi please read this.
i know ysterday you were really dissapointed when i said i didnt wanna go tht bowling thing even tho you forced me and evn if it was a lunch date you wouldnt mind right?but i will be lte on going home and really,im terribly sorry for making up my mind like that.
but even so,it was half izah's fault for making me lazy.huahua.but okay i promise,the next hols,we two and your sayang will go out together okay horny perv!much love.

muchh love,
ieka

2007-09-05T12:37:00.000+08:00

eeekk.havent been updating for idk days.nyeahaha,
kuala lumpur was really okay.i did most of the shopping tho.huahua.
i got sneakers jacket and kebaya.im super rocking.
andand the sheraton was a bore i tell you.it was like any other hotel.if only the swimming pool was working.asdfg!
blahbla.fastforward..
thens breakfast was good.so is baskin robbins.ate those all four days.
ehhkk dok,sg takde okay.nyeahhahha.
walk eat shoopp.
and bloody shittty caleb dnt wanna give me his pict.
he doesnt wanna talk to me now.heeeeeeee.
but i missed him whenn i was at kl.hahah.
and you know.ystd class bbq was kick ass-ing.
i super wanted to swim otayy.
and i went home like what.9?
shittos mum sure wnt let me go out anymore.huahua
and yesterday sch was fab.and the bbq was tiring but superduper funn.nicenice.
and i have a lot of relinking to do which i am lazyy.
and nicholas.dnt ever swim in the pool again.your hair looked.pheww.not good.
hahahaha.
and i love my homecons partner.evil shitsy.
.......

and please girl(nt saira)
mat/minah rep lingos are soo outdated.please dnt start using it just. now.
super wth.
the word didnt even match what you were saying.jgn step cool .
ohwee im done.studying to do.gyeahh((:

lotsa love,
ieka

2007-08-24T20:44:00.000+08:00

NOTE:i may just be having slight moodswings soo,jagejage lahh ehk.if i scold you.its because of my self retardation and im nt staying patient anymore.especially the rehearsal.you pple better do properly or i kick your pantat okay!HOHO.

i hate that miss ho bagg!irritating bodoh.pisses me off okayy!
so family will be going KL on teacher's dayy.
im excited but rel tak happy at the same tyime.
I WANNA MEET MY CLIQUE!MY SAAAAAYYYAAANNG.
ass bodoh!
im going like right aft school seyyh.
zaini will be going kl too.cool aye((:
i was very happy todaayyy!
with SAIRA!
our HOME ECONS COOKIES TASTED SEDAPP!
it tasted super brownies.huahuahua((:
but out of shape lahh.
banyak compliment okkaayy:D
tak percaye you can ask rosz,dayana,fazrriiina,shah pendek!
wooohhhooooooo!
but poor zaffiraaaahhh dear was fasting.didnt get to save some for her.sorry kaayy.later someday i make for you okay saaayyanng.
ETHEL IS NUTTS!
she makes me ffeeel super lesbian.eeyurh.IM NOT OKAY!
i hate miss hohohoh bagg!!!!
nicholas is super sebok.he knows what it means.hwahwa.
but he knows me besstt.
besstt okaayyyy.he rocks my socks off and gets me hypperrr.
iloveyous lahh!

i wanted to faint siah 2.4 tadi.
im not weak and i dint fail!
florence and liting pushed me through and i couldnt stop.my stomach was like wanting to burst okaayy.
but then aft the whole thinggy my jiggy ended.
LITING SSSSAAAAAYYYAAAAANNG piggy backed me to the mph.
ilove you lahhs!<3
my friends are the best!thankyou ehh.
i love JESSICA banyakbanyak also.
andand shalihin im real sorry.mals nak update the picha of myy lawarr bagg.
thankyou both of you<3

okayy with love,
ieka((:
I SAAYANG ETHELL MY NUTTS "STEADYY"

2007-08-22T19:51:00.000+08:00

FCUK YOU!

my birthday was suckky.
graaawwwwrrrrr.

got super pissed off today lah bloody shittos.
my class seemed like they couldnt cooperate todyy!
fuck you!
their reasons were tomorrow got exam must studdy.
EH PUKIMAK!
YOU THINK I DONT NEED TO FUCING STUDY ISIT?!
BLOODY HELL I ALSO NEED LAHH!
but enthu sikit tak boleh isit?
BASKET SIA!
if you pple could have cooperated we could hae been released early tauu tak!you fcukheads wasted all of m time lahh.
DON SHOW ME THAT LOOK OKAYY!
BECAUSE I FCUKIG DONT GIVE A DAMN.
RABAK SIIA.
and it got worse when nabil 1a1 was sitting there looking at the prfrmnce rehearsal.
BASKET!urrgggghhhh.
adand nobody bothered okayy.
i was like urgh.wanna cry sia.im having bad moods that i dnt show and i feel like crying kay.
like fcuk!
and no one cared.

ETHEL IS CRAZYY OKAYY!
girl powerr niahhs!<33
i saaayyyaaanng her banyakbanyak okay.
i hate nabil!
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!
FUCK ALL YOU PEOPLE!

2007-08-16T18:01:00.000+08:00

all you minxin bontotts!i miss you alls lahhs<3

counting down starts today for me.three more dayys okayy.
two morre dayys to zaf dear's birthday.coolios.
andand.
caleb xu zhi yuan rocks my socks off((:
nyeahhh.
i found out smth those two little girls dont wish to want me to know.
wahahahahhhah.
clever me okayy.
andand i need to cut down on smses.
is gonne flyy outt(:
lisa is ssweeeeeeeeeet.
andand that moodswinging girl irritates me.nyeahhhh<3
seeee me perform for teacher's day okayy.will be dancing.
gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
cnt get any worse isits?
i love afifah lahh!

i hatehome econs!

2007-08-11T23:19:00.000+08:00

im zomg soo penatt.

today had the usual routines exclude ngaji that is.
and abang came by with his workmatey for some product thing.
and mum asked me to taste some drink i dnt know what and asked me to taste it.
abang:try jerr.air putih lahh.
me:yeah right!
mum:rase ape?pahit ke manis ke?
me:donnoe how to describe lahh.
i know im super tak gune.dont blame me.
im sloww lahhs.
im soo loving the present i mayy gett.wahuahua.
zaini promised DAIM!
that will always remind me of nana.she made me get daim for her.
hoho!
and i love nadhirah veryvery muchmuch okayy.she is the powerful bontot of mine.
she will be doing my blogskin.
last year she did one fo me toos.
omgawds i miss her okayy!life saviour babyy!

it will be ready in a weeks time.
and i cant waiit.birthday presen okayy.free bodohs!
((:
i love farahrahh!(:
i miss shah that bloody fucken idiot!
and farid apologised!
aku bloody rawkings lahh!
btw i miss haziq and his bodohness.
syarif is cutesom now.bhahhahahha

and i found an old picture of me..
sexxaye bodohh..hhohohohoohhoohho.
okay.aft i receive the songfrm jessica andea jasmine tan.
im turning in.
sleep.
duhh
okayy toodles sweets.

2007-08-10T23:52:00.000+08:00

okay.andand im down with flu.entertain me pple.please do sms me and talk rott!i need them(:

2007-08-10T23:11:00.000+08:00

ystd was like national dayy.
am not patriotic okaayyy.i actually slept at hhomme while mum and dad watched the whole thing on tevvee.
and i cried yesterday.
i miss my grandmother lahh.
fcuk all those people who thinks mum is just using the maid w/o paying a cent.
she offered to pay.jgn cakap banyak.
i miss her banyakbanyak okayy.
andand i dont like to see her cry,ill bloody cry toos.

so aft she went home.the house was super empty.
D:
went dinner at chaichee.met quite a bunch of people.
seniours irdayu and nisa.zafirah 1a2 and uncleauntie.
favourites.even tho theyre old enuff.
ate together.talked rot.
bitchbitchbitch with sister.duhhs.
and aft that went homme.

today was ubber freaky funnybunny nice okayy((:
i did a colour scheme for sister.verry citrus okayy.i lioke(:
an that mum went for her guiness world record volunteery work thinggy at two plus and i went out with sis to town at 3 or so.
took the usual fourteen.
find sister's pony shoes.
ate burger king.
walk walk walk.
went to buy volcom shirt and swensens icecream((:
and that this asshole to be exact fucken pissed us off.
he was talking abt blahblah shitt about school and CIP and drugs thinggy.
and then he gave us those ballpoint donation pens.
so sister said she doesnt need the pen and he can have it back.he said well nvrmind.its free.
so well okayy lahh kann.
then he say if we can do him a favour and can win instant $1000 shitt for a onehour survey.
NOT INTERESTED BODOH.
i mean we are not interested you cannot do anyth.
and he bloody fcuking then said.
"give me back my pens.im not interestedto give my freebie to people like you!"
and he was bloody loud.at town excuse me!
like wtf!
if it was a five min survey i can bare uhh.one hour?
fuck you!
mampos lahh kau!

kisiao uhh!went and jalanjalan.
took train the esplanade.lepakked at the rooftop open terrace.
played stupid games.camwhorred a bit.
off we go homme.
smsed.blahblahblah.

post pics soon okkayy<3

much love,
ieka

2007-08-10T23:09:00.001+08:00

baaabbiii lahh kauu.
dont even bother to ask why you you fagg!
i hate everything in you.
dont bother anymore.
go away.
you fuckenhead
pffffftttttttt.

2007-08-08T14:45:00.000+08:00

jarlows people.
hectic lahh sehh.
ystd we hadjom jalan-jalan thinnggy

i was nice but it sucked.it was awesome but WE sucked.hahaha
but i dnt salahkan anyone but RIZKY.
bloody hell bodoh lahh.
evrything taknak buat.wahh fuk you okayy.slap you then you know.
we came out last but we have all the points needed okay;D
i pity dayana.
she had to do alott of things.and still,
she had a sprained ankle anda hurt finger.
im superduper sorry okayyy.

today was fcuking awesomme lahhs!

had the crosscountry at pasir ris.
nd then i didn run okay.call me bodoh lahh!
i walked with nazhihah and alifah.
fazrina go run bcause ogy nak lari.whatever seyyh.
and then we like talkbitchtalk while walking.hohos.
dayana didnt run
jessica didn come.
hrmph.
nd then aft that slcked a bit and helped out at the water booth with the ncc guys.
haahhah.i swear they are spastic.but funny okay.
shalihin is so retaded lahh.
and then danial is our carton opener.well for awhile lahh
and then nabil simply like sombog infrnt of me.
slap kann baru tauus!
i miss nicholas lahhs.
a very great time indeed.
btw.alfian tak habeshabes nalk flirt ngn zaf seyyh.cute bodoh!!
hazmi is super rajin i tell you.hoho okay im done.
then aft that went to whitesands nk makan ngn cadet luq.hahaha i mean luqman and shalihin and zaf and faz and shafiq and khalis and dayana and danial and zaini aft packed giler babi.
so aft that zaini just had to halau me and dayana sit at other tempat. gt pissed off and walked away.and nicenice luqman say we head to tamp lagik baek bt then dier yg tinggalkan kiter orangs.
so me and dayana and shalihin and danial and friend ate at macs.
headed hme aft thats.
very happy okayy((:

thankyou ncc boys for makg my day okay!
he was superduper hot today okay,p.s
not nabil.

2007-08-04T16:01:00.000+08:00

jarlows earth(:
i have been quite borred toddayys cans
did you knowws.
ystd i asked danial to sing the song he sang for anugerah muzika.
and he practically caired me.meltmeltmelt bodohs.
sedapp kebabian larh seyhh.damn he!
ahhha.mum kanns today cook honey chicken tauu.
okay i dont know what to post.i shall stop and ngaji now.
my grandad is waiting already.
btw im lettting myself forget him day by day.
ITS A MUST OKAY.
shoots.im getting the flu.bodohs
!

much love,
ieka

2007-08-03T12:31:00.000+08:00

funny bunny crazy.
wellows people.i mean earthlings.
im in sch.utterly lazy to do home economics stuff.
and stupid fools are entertaining me.hohos.
will be posting more later.ass fools!

2007-08-02T18:13:00.000+08:00

crayolas
david and goliath
david and goliath (click fr better preview)
lovvvvee<3nokia swivle!
davidand goliath
david and goliath
david and goliath
zen v<3
gallaz.

i want gloss also
canddyy alotttttt
puma watch
tote bags
backpacks
pencil case nicenice
earrinngs/studs
sneakers
more flats(shoe)
skinnies

darlings please and thankyou.

ily<3

hello people.

my birthday is in17 days time baybehh.

1908.

wishlist:

hahhahhahahah((:

2007-07-27T18:21:00.001+08:00

JOGET LAMBAK!

okay fcuk.annooyyyiiinng.
im feeling very the down this week.
thanks to people in school that made me smile.
happy bontots<3
and then kannkann everything had to turn out sour on friday.
like fuck uhh!
i did like utterly fuckenshit for the five sttions napfa.
im super pissed at myself.bodohs.
abekann.
fazrina and friends just had to add an extra for recess at DAYANA'S TABLE!
so frigging ass.
and thens aft sch i saww band pple dance the investiture thinngggyy.
IZZA cute luhhs.KENCING!
not literally baybehh.
and someone had to make my day worse.
this someone had to not talk or smile at me for i
dont know what reason.she just hadto.i mean like whathehell larh.
and then kann.i saw this hotsome ass from NT pakai npcc uni!
like ohmygawwwwd.
hot larh babi!
hoho!
and then izza didnt see zakiah or syimah anywhere so i teman her walk and then when she saw syimah and zakiah.they like ignore her liddat.kesian seyyh.
so maybe that was why she didnt wanna take the mrt with thems.
so she walked to the interchange with me.i took my 225 she took her 17.
her excuse was "i wanna reach home late"
cute seyyh.
why do people have to spoil my dayys.

I THANK CALEB ALORRRT!
he made me smile like from ear to ear.
i missed him so.and then when he sms me something superrdupper sweet.i smiled like heeeeeeeeeee.
((:

and i think nabil thnks im a loser who is STILL gg aft him.
whatver beaver bodoh!
sombong nak mampos.
kau cute fullstop.
i dont tergila2kan kamu.ass!

i lepaked with nana and raz and i love his legs.garhh.
im happy to meet her(:

im finishing my post with.
i love you pple who made me smile((:
namely.
DAYANA.JESsICA.zaini.afirah.athira.izza.zakiah.CALEB.NICHOLAS(:
irfan.and banyabanyak whom you think you should be mentioned.

2007-07-12T09:23:00.001+08:00

im simply very the annoyed right now.
i mean everyone's kecoh ing and slow and fast and whatever shittnutts
its seriously pissing me off
cikgu bengaps siahh.
i seriously cant be bothered.
urghh.fagg.

so ystd i scalded my foot.cool seyh.not!
and theres like bubbles and it looks like super gluuee.
and sorry dayana if it made me spoil your dayy.
damn the caramelly.
but its nice tho.HOHO.
it looked worse so i went to the doctors with sys.
troublesome seyyh nak jalan.
2nd degree burn mahhs
and thenn.here comes my horror.
the doctor pokkee needl abe mcm picit2 like fcuking sakit kebabian larhh
and then he washed the burn and then he put silver cream
kene bandaged.
it looks lik gladiator sandals.
coooeeewwwwweeeeee seyh
=D
abe went to makn.

today is super ubber merepk.i hate sih.
dad laughed a my wound.its likeblack skin.not kudis.

2007-07-11T13:13:00.001+08:00

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2007-07-11T11:20:00.000+08:00

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2007-07-06T20:41:00.000+08:00

boom.boomchicka boom, boom chicka waka chicka waka chicka boom!

hhaahha.merepekk(:
i miss orientation.but i miss shah morre.
grrrrrrr.
its so sucky not to keep in contact with him.
bleeahh.
so he tagged.
afer brape lammeeerrrr.
and i think he will tag again.maybe what?
months from now.
raaaaaaawwwwwwrrrrrrrr<3
i miss him banyakbanyak okayy.
damn.
super whathehell larh.
anw.i think nabil is sucha psycho.
sister pon cakap mcm tu.
i tell her alot of things.so yeahh
boooooo♥
im sungguh mals to typpe banyakanyak lagik.the only thing i know.
ive been scribbling shah's name all over my hadbook.front backand inside.heeeeeeeeeeee.

ok bye pple of the world<3

2007-06-25T08:25:00.000+08:00

ooohhhhhkkkaaaayyy.
i feel like shitt.
yesyes its nice getting to use the comp in schhool but it certainly sucks not getting to get into certain webs.ggaaaaarrrrhhh.

well okkayy.
yesterday was ubber fab♥
seriously.
dad got his bonus and and i gt 50 bucks from him((:
so we went townn.
shopped and shopped and shopped and eat.
and im not growing fatter.
cool but i need to put on weight.i swear.
andand ystd suckked.
i felt guilty more than never.
fcuk!
andand i miss shahrulnizam more than never..
gaaaaaaarrrrrhhh.
why is he taking sucha long time to reply me. loser!
and i misssed schhool.coolio.
ohhhrrrkkkaaaayyy.
so ystd i bought like MNG skinny jeans.plain shirt.skirt.
the skirt is plain lawarrr.i loike.
we certainly blanje-ed alootttt..
and todayy kann.
i saw nabil!
shitt.
that made me remember.
shareeza.
that gf of his.irritating perempuan.
and that irritating bestyyeeee of mine was like
"atikah!nabil!nabil!i see nabil!"
fcuk you!
and i love jessica's new hair style.
lawa kebabian larhhh.
and sooo yeahh.
i dont know what to type alr.so yeah.
bye
much love♥
ieka

2007-06-21T15:19:00.000+08:00

okayy cool.i know i havent been blogging for quite sometime noww.
here goes.better than nth kann
...
but on tuesdayys i am fading.

so.
tuesdaaayy.followed sis to the dental centre with mum cos her gigi bengaps.hahha.
gee its much much of a coolness disgust.bleeaahhh.
and yeaa.i never liked dentalls.ewhh.hahha.
the doctor punyerlarh hairryy.eeyyuurhhs,
then we headed to bugis fer lunchh((:
and yesyes.i have bigger appetites noww.bhahh.
and so aft lunch..
mum had to go back to work ..muchmuch a MUST.
so ..
duhh!
me and sys went ouuttt.
town here we commmmeeeeee<3
town is plain love larhh okayy♥

im always blurr in mrts on wherre to stopp.
so the mrt moved to douby ghaut(spelling?) and then to somerset and to orchard and we still were in the mrt so i asked sys.
"ehkk we stop kat mane uhrr?"
slumberness answer
"somerset"
clever muchh ayye.
so we stopped and newton.hahha.never in my whole life stopped pat sane.heeeee

so we were at wheelockk.and guess who we saw...guess!!!
jade seah!
siah!jambu the kebabiann larhh.we actually felt like stalking her.dang!
obviously we didnt yaww.haha.

then much much happened.
we walked to wisma fareast and taka and yes heeren.
there wre too manny donation drives happening.and out of four who asked us.
we donated verry much one.
whhy?
because tht malay hotsome asked us.sigghhhhh♥
others attracted us with funneh stuff.nahhhh.not interested yaww.hheheeeee
so at heeren we saw abg fahmyy.since he works there.soo yeahh.tak tegur larhh.
went to urbanmale and i am falling in love with david&goliath shirts.
get me one for birthday kkayy.hhahh
so after all the walking and talking.i bought two ear studds and sis bought herself shades.
tiredd larh okayy.then we bought dad his father's day present.
a levis belt.
see.we are good daughters.bahhhh
soo at night.the anugerahhs.
kassrrrreeeaaalll got in!and yess.WAN MD ARSHAD masokk.!happy muchh
i saw kassreeal alfi before.cool kann.haha
sis was all."i want alif to masok."noisyy.
kecohrables....
and yesyyyeeeesss.we camwhorred♥
gaaaaaarrrrrrhhhhh.
lastly i bitched about some pple.
thankyou bestfriend WORLD!

on wednesday i cant sleep

surfed the net.googled someone.and i swear.
he is dang hotsome!!ggggaaaaaarrrhhh.
how i wish there wernt any connections between us.DANG!
bleahh.
today was verry hectic!
its because of one blody perempuan thinks im a slut!
urgh!
pecahkan muka baru tauu.
die ingatkan nabil tu hotstuff sorang pat singapore.pffft
hafiz lagik hot larhh!
fcuking shitt!geram siahh.
sape nak rampas nabil dari die?prasan.
i dont go for pple's boyffeeee okayy
adore him all you want larhh.
malas nak update my dayy.

TGIF!
sharreeeeeezzzzzza said she was yaishah.
wtf!
hahah.bestfriend world! dahh warned me tht she has tht thang for acting.i meant becoming someone else.
bllleaahhhh.
whatever.
i feel like hiitttting her and she will fall and have bruises all over her face and look uglayy.
wheeeee~

byyyeeee people.
much love♥

2007-06-18T16:47:00.000+08:00

hazirahh is cutte.kan?

2007-06-18T15:56:00.000+08:00

and then.i tried a photo recent haiirr.

COOL HUH?

2007-06-18T15:41:00.000+08:00

DANG!KAK HANIES LOOKS LIKE FIONA XIE.pfffft

2007-06-17T12:37:00.000+08:00

i lose myself fr a saturdayy.

err ika.whtever.gawd i hate my comp.its lagging like shitt.bleah.
anw.i realised these hols.i didnt relly miss nabil.hhhhhahaahhh.cool aye.
but i sure did miss shah,but i think is useless.geee
andand i think hafz is ubber cute.nono.not cousin hafiz.
dang i hope amira and aisyah doesn read this.or ill be deadmeatt.if you know whhy.hheeeeeeee.
danng.oh oh btw.i think kassreeal is good lookin.andand.wan?
hahahah.he is soo cute selenge larrhh.
"bile solo nyanyi kan,stage die macam besar gitu."
whathefuck larhh okkayy.hhahah

sooo,

on tuesday had another remedial.7 hours shittnutts.had kfc((:

wednesdayy was a bit borree.thenn.at night.granny came and stayed over.i swear i tell you,she funny larh.she taknak balek my uncle's house.hhaah.
thenn.err
nth much larhh.
actually kann.
i blogg aslso no use.why.cause no one reads this.
pfffft.
garrrhhhh.
I WANNA GO OUT!BABES AND DUDES!ASK ME OUT!IM BORED SHITT AT HOME OHKKAYY.

homework noowwww..bye

2007-06-12T18:39:00.000+08:00

beeeaeeaaaayyyyyatch(:

2007-06-12T17:35:00.000+08:00

i mssed the comp muchmuch.its been days since ive touched the keypad.nyeahhah.
ohwellos.err been busyy these few dayys.
had abg fahmy's engagement on sundayy.
i missed my cousins enough,heeeeeee.
i realised my family is a biol family.its utter crap.hehe.coolio larhh okay(:
dad changed fone.he gave his motorola v3 to me.
it aint in a good condition that is.
bleahh.
mum and dad didn go to work ystd.we went fr lunch at sakura.
and i realise im eating alot.alot.alot.lately.
i still want to be my skinny and belo self that is.heeeee.grandmum is staying over on wednesdayand just maybe.i cn take care of kucing tersayang!DIEGOOOOO!
heehehehhe.
okkaaayyy.im ngantok aft 7 hours of math remedial.nt joking.
toolarayye

ika<3
missing my miss foursome<3

2007-06-07T17:16:00.000+08:00

im superduper rajin!heeeee.
i cnt believe it bt im doing hmwork.coolios.bye

2007-06-06T10:12:00.000+08:00

heeeeeee~

just here to put up my camwhhhorrrring picchhhass.

well at last im not borred.

because i still have a kwn who bebual peh world uh((:

verythe world larhh okkayyy.

heeeeee.shalihin giler!

andand i miss shah evn tho i told mr world shah cn go to hell.

eeeeyurhhh!

im donnee.

oh and yesyes.im not prettaye.

criticise al you want((:

WORLD!